Yet another week of brain-washing and reality check session by colleagues. sometimes i just feel the only reason i'm surviving is because of all these brain-washing sessions by friends and colleagues. brings me back to where i last landed, guide me to the perfect path which after so many sessions of brain-washing, made me believed that the path which they lay is the correct one. i dun really yearn for more of such sessions, repetitive thinking is harmful, but yet after every session, i learn new things.
Hurdle rate - a common term we used in projects, to determine the project will fly or not fly . to apply it to our daily lives, the percentage wld help us determine whether we want to execute a certain action. the rate is determined by the consequences ( aka returns in a project).
would u want to know this person all over again? know his/her hobbies, how he/she manage family crisis, know her/his friends all over again? know the parents, pet, relatives all over again? Hurdle rate is definitely high for pple like me, who is a low risk taker. they say i'll need to go thru brain-washing sessions unless i overcome the hurdle rate. i embraced that.
just got to know i'll b moving on to another role at work. great challenges ahead for a low risk taker like me.Stepping out of my comfort zone is a great challenge, but i believe i have to, in order to survive. wat do i want to prove? that without brain-washing sessions, i can survive? that i'm not a low risk taker?
Yesterday, after so many months, i went to a familiar place which i used to go almost every week for the past 8 years. uncontrollable memories definitely there are. But that does not mean I am afraid. being able to overcome the fear is a quantum leap.
